How to Keep House While Drowning: a gentle approach to cleaning and organizing by K. C. Davis. New York, NY: Simon Element, 2022.

Content Warning: Ableism, Mental Illness.

Prior to the Covid-19 shutdown, I blamed my untidy home on time management. My spouse and I both worked forty hours a week, and most weeks it was as much as we could accomplish just to keep up with the dishes and laundry.

When we were sent home, my first thought was all the time I would save not having to get ready to go to work, drive to and from, and prepare food to take or eat out away from home. Surely this was what I needed in order to have a clean, organized home!

At first, my plan went well. But as the pandemic wore on, I found myself glued to the television, worried and anxious. I was also dealing with health issues, loss of half of our family income, and my spouse’s growing depression. No doubt, I was drowning.

K. C. Davis was expecting her second child in February of 2020, and she had prepared a robust support group of family, friends, and a preschool for her older child so she could have the time she needed to recover. When the pandemic stopped her from utilizing this support, she quickly slipped into postpartum depression, weighed down by lack of sleep and being the sole caretaker for an infant and a toddler. Her awakening came when she posted a lighthearted video on TikTok making fun of her own unkempt home and the challenges of keeping up with two young children. Amongst the comments, there was this one word: “Lazy.”

That word triggered the author’s shame and guilt stretching back to childhood. Even though as a counselor she knew that overwhelm was unavoidable in her situation she immediately embraced the belief that she was a failure, both as a mother and as a human. Only later, as she listed all she had been through and accomplished, did she realize that, although she was tired, depressed, and overwhelmed, she was definitely NOT lazy. She needed help, not shaming. This story resonated deeply.

Davis invites us to reframe household chores as “care tasks” that are a gift to “future you.” For example, if morning is the most difficult time of day for you, making lunches and laying out clothes the night before is a form of self-care. In this way, the author introduces the idea of treating ourselves with compassion, a powerful antidote to overwhelm.

K. C. Davis wrote this book to be accessible to the people who need it most – those who feel they are drowning. In addition to short chapters, she offers a “map” through the chapters so even readers with a minimal amount of time or attention can benefit from the material. I started by taking this “abridged” trip through the book, hoping to get it back in circulation at the library quickly. However, the short chapters were so well written that I found myself grabbing it for a quick read every time I sat down. In this way, I was able to finish the book without having to schedule the time to read it. I appreciate that Davis intentionally kept the reader in mind in this way.

This book may be small, but it is a much-needed life preserver for those of us that feel we are drowning.

Deana Cunningham is the Associate Director of Operations for Alamance County Public Libraries. She can be reached at dcunningham@alamancelibraries.org.

October is the perfect time to explore the horror genre, but with so many options, it can be hard to know where to start. Here are a few recommendations to fit readers of all tastes!

If You Want a Classic, try The Haunting of Hill House by Shirley Jackson.

In The Haunting of Hill House by horror master Shirley Jackson, four strangers gather at a mysterious manor at the request of Dr. John Montague, who wants to research the paranormal activities of this house. The protagonist, Eleanor Vance, takes this invitation as a chance to finally live the life she has always wanted, having spent all of her life as her mother’s caretaker. As the group begins experiencing supernatural occurrences, the tension rises. Readers may leave this story believing that the true terror is how we treat each other.

If You Are Short on Time, try Tiny Nightmares, edited by Lincoln Michel and Nadxieli Nieto

Tiny Nightmares is a collection of flash fiction, which are very short stories, all no more than 1,500 words. They are divided in four sections: heads, hearts, limbs, and viscera, and show that a story does not need to be lengthy to send a chill down your spine. This collection features a diverse group of authors and topics, and the stories vary in just how frightening they are. For readers who enjoy a little humor with their horror, “Katy Bars the Door” by Richie Navarez fits the bill, as Katy, caught in a love triangle, has to chose between her husband or her lover, both who are now zombies. If you are looking for more of a scare, “Lone” by Jac Jemc is an unnerving tale of a woman trying to enjoy a solo camping trip, only to have her peace interrupted. While some readers may wish they these stories were a bit longer, Tiny Nightmares shows that even short stories can send a chill down your spine.

If You Want to be Completely Absorbed in a Story, try House of Leaves by Mark Z. Danielewski

Coming in at over 700 pages, House of Leaves is an epic narrative of a house, a lost documentary, and an unreliable narrator whose grip on reality may be slipping away. Johnny Truant learns of the lost documentary “The Navidson Record” when his friend Lude tells him about the blind man Zampanò, who wrote an academic paper about this documentary. The documentary supposedly tells the story of photojournalists Will Navidson’s new house, which is found to be expanding and changing. House of Leaves is a reading experience like no other. At times, readers will be forced to turn the book upside down, or use a mirror to decipher the text, techniques which can create a sense of claustrophobia for the reader. Those brave enough to take on this challenge will be rewarded with a truly unforgettable story.

Elizabeth Weislak is the Youth Services Coordinator for the Alamance County Public Libraries. She can be reached at eweislak@alamancelibraries.org.

Bellweather Rhapsody by Kate Racculia.  Boston: Houghton Mifflin Harcourt, 2014.

Content Warnings: Murder, Suicide, Strong Language

The late 1990s.  A snowed-in old hotel in upstate New York.  Its aging manager, who remembers the building’s grand heyday but is starting to forget most everything else.  Hundreds of teenagers packed in for a music competition.  A harsh, glamorous piano teacher and her broken prodigy, now all grown-up.  All gathered fifteen years to the day from a murder-suicide that occurred in the hotel.

Twins Alice and Rabbit Hatmaker are off to the prestigious Statewide music festival before graduating high school and heading off to college.  Rehearsals start, and it appears the only odd part of the weekend is going to be the eccentric orchestra conductor – that is, until Alice returns to her room to find her roommate hanging from the sprinkler system, apparently dead, in an eerily similar fashion to the suicide that happened in the very same room fifteen years prior.  Only when the police arrive, the girl – and any evidence that what Alice said she saw happened at all – has disappeared.  Where did her roommate go, and is she still alive?  Everyone has secrets, from Alice and Rabbit themselves to their music teacher, from the head of the festival to the years-old crime’s only witness – and even the hotel itself.

Author Kate Racculia examines the relationships we form, how they change over time, and how they change us.  Characters yearn to reveal their true selves to others, but also to figure out who those true selves really are.  Love and loss change people in ways they never imagined, for better and for worse.  Bellweather Rhapsody is also a love letter to music and making music.  Passages throughout describe the process of making music in beautiful, heartbreaking language that captures how it feels to be part of something bigger than yourself, something simultaneously eternal and ephemeral.  Racculia explores the value of making music because you have a passion for it.  Some characters preach that only those who can perform at the level to make it in the professional music world are truly “worthy” and that everyone else is a failure, but ultimately this opinion is harmful and leads to burnout.  This ideological struggle will resonate with anyone who has ever felt passionate about something they enjoy that isn’t their “day job.” 

This can be tentatively classified as a mystery, as there is a mystery to be solved, but it isn’t your typical crime thriller or cozy mystery.  Fans of Riley Sager, Alan Bradley, and Rebecca Makkai may especially enjoy it.  A cast of quirky characters and several unexpected twists keep this book engaging from beginning to end. 

Joan Hedrick is a circulation assistant at the Graham Public Library.  Contact her at jhedrick@alamancelibraries.org.

To Hell on a Fast Horse: Billy the Kid, Pat Garrett, and the Epic Chase to Justice in the Old West by Mark Lee Gardner; William Morrow (332 pages, $27).

Published in 2009, Mark Lee Gardner’s To Hell on a Fast Horse is a deep dive into Sheriff Pat Garrett’s legendary chase and final showdown with one of the wild west’s most notorious criminals: Billy the Kid. Between a thousand word of mouth retellings, the influence of melodramatic Hollywood films, and other criminals proclaiming themselves Billy the Kid to feed off his infamy, it’s a herculean task to cut through all hearsay in order to dig out the raw facts about what exactly happened in the New Mexican desert in 1881. Thankfully, Gardner has proven himself capable of that task within the pages of his book!

Patrick Floyd Jarvis Garrett was the bartender, customs agent, and sheriff who became famous for killing Billy the Kid. He actually became the sheriff of two New Mexican Counties, Lincoln County and Doña Ana County, making Billy the Kid’s crime spree in the region his responsibility.

Billy the Kid (born Henry McCarty), also known by the pseudonym William H. Bonney, was a NYC native who ended up becoming an outlaw and gunfighter in the frontier territories of the late 1800’s Wild West. He earned his infamy by gunning down eight men before ultimately being hunted down by Sheriff Garrett.

After killing a blacksmith during an altercation in August 1877 (inspiring the plot of Back to the Future Part III), McCarty became a wanted man in Arizona and returned to New Mexico, where he joined a group of cattle rustlers. He became well known in the region when he joined the Regulators and took part in the Lincoln County War of 1878. He and two other Regulators were later charged with killing three men, including Lincoln County Sheriff William J. Brady and one of his deputies.

McCarty’s notoriety began to grow in December 1880 when newspapers began to carry stories about his crimes across the nation. Sheriff Pat Garrett captured McCarty later that month. In April 1881, McCarty was tried for and convicted of Brady’s murder, and was sentenced to hang in May of that year. He escaped from jail on the 28th of April, killing two sheriff’s deputies in the process, and evaded capture for more than two months. Garrett shot and killed McCarty, by then aged 21, in Fort Sumner on July 14th, 1881.

Billy the Kid managed to become a wild west legend in part because after being sentenced to death and escaping his imprisonment, the general public had to wonder if this dangerous scoundrel would ever be caught, with newspapers snowballing the speculation and spectacle of it all across the nation. This infamy made him all the easier to track however, with his various names along with a photograph of himself being commonplace in newspapers and wanted posters across the region.

Mark Lee Gardner’s writing talent has painted a wonderfully detailed picture of the wild west’s villains and heroes alike here in the pages of To Hell on a Fast Horse. Even if you’re familiar with the legend of Billy the Kid, this time machine in the shape of a book will give you brand new insights on the characters of that legend and the hardships faced by both parties. Gardner holds a master’s degree in American Studies from the University of Wyoming and a bachelor’s degree in history and journalism from Northwest Missouri State University. He’s married with two kids and lives with his family at the foot of majestic Pikes Peak.

Donavon Anderson is a reference library assistant at May Memorial Library. He can be reached at danderson@alamancelibraries.org.

Widowland by C. J. Carey. Naperville, Illinois : Sourcebooks Landmark, [2022]

All I can say about Widowland is, wow. This book pulled me in from the first page, and I had trouble putting it down.

Widowland is an alternate history historical fiction, in a world where England created an “Alliance” with Germany in the 1930s. It is now the 1950s, and England is a protectorate of Germany. Women are sorted into castes, prescribing what jobs they can have, what clothes they can wear, how many calories they get each day, and who they can associate with. Most English men have been sent to the mainland to work (or have been killed for resisting), so young women often marry older men, and often German men (or become the mistresses of German men who are stationed in England). While Germans on the mainland live in luxury, the people of the protectorates live in deprivation for the most part. They still don’t have access to sugar, butter, and other cooking and baking needs, the only clothing and shoes they have access to are cheap, and there are no extras, unless you are the highest caste.

Rose works in the Chamber of Culture. Her main job is rewriting classics to fit the German standards – women shouldn’t think themselves above men, they shouldn’t celebrate their own intelligence, no characters should question the government – to be used in the school curriculum. She also is having an affair with Martin, who is the Assistant Culture Minister. She is a Geli, the highest caste, and while her life is better than other women’s lives, she is constantly on edge to make sure her behavior, clothing, and work measures up to the standards of the Germans. There are watchers everywhere, and you never know who will turn you in for a stray remark that could be deemed seditious.

The entire country is obsessed with the royal coronation that is coming up – Edward and Wallis will finally be crowned by the Leader. Rose is asked by the Culture Minister to investigate a spate of vandalism. Someone is painting quotes about feminism, education, and fighting tyranny on walls. First, they appeared near a library in Oxford, then in other cities, mostly ones where the Leader will be visiting when he comes for the coronation.

 Rose is sent to one of the Widowland complexes, where women who are past the age of reproduction and meaningful work are placed. They are in the lowest caste, the Friedas, and are all “known readers.” The law says people can’t discuss literature in groups larger than 3 persons, but the minister believes these women are flouting that rule, and trying to make the Protectorate look bad with this obscene graffiti. Her cover is that she is to interview the women about heritage and folk traditions for a book that Protector Rosenberg is writing about England. But really, she is to see if there is any evidence the women are behind the graffiti.

As Rose investigates, she notices her coworker Oliver always seems to be lurking around. Is he spying on her, or does he have his own agenda? Can she really live with herself if she reports on the Friedas she interviewed? Is this a world she wants her niece to grow up in? And is there anything she can do about it?

Like Margaret Atwood’s A Handmaid’s Tale, Widowland shows us what the world could look like if we (as a society) take a step in a different direction. While Carey uses the names of a lot of Nazi leaders, the words “Nazi” and “Hitler” never appear in this book, and Carey says in an interview that she did that deliberately to “convey the generic nature of an oppressive regime.”

While this book is heavy and depressing in its subject matter, it also shows the strength of those who resist authoritarian governments and policies. The book includes the popular quotation: ​“Those who cannot remember the past are condemned to repeat it,” by George Santayana, and to me, this is why this book is so important. When you look at history, you see how authoritarian governments take over when people feel disenfranchised and powerless, and how some people are always looking for the easy way out if it means they don’t lose their power (even if everyone else does). It is important to remember as we as a society debate the rights we afford our fellow man that when one of us loses a right, that is opening the door for someone to take a right that is important to us.

Mary Beth Adams is the Community Engagement Librarian for the Alamance County Public Libraries. She can be reached at madams@alamancelibraries.org.

Tomorrow, and Tomorrow, and Tomorrow by Gabrielle Zevin. New York: Alfred A. Knopf. 2022. 401 pages, $28.

Tomorrow, and Tomorrow, and Tomorrow by Gabrielle Zevin is a love story between two characters who never have a romantic relationship. Through masterful storytelling, Zevin tells the story of Sam and Sadie, two complicated people who keep finding their way back to each other.

One cold day in December, Sam Masur spots Sadie Green at a subway stop in Massachusetts. Sam and Sadie used to be best friends, but a falling out years prior led to them losing touch until years later. Now in their early twenties, this chance encounter leads to the old friends reconnecting and bonding over the shared interest which first brought them together as children, video games. Sadie is at MIT, designing games that her classmates hate, but her professor Dov finds brilliant. When Sam and his roommate, the irresistibly charming and good-natured Marx, play one of Sadie’s games, they decide to collaborate on a video game of their own. The protagonist of Ichigo is a small child, who is swept out to sea by a giant wave. With limited tools, players must find a way to guide this child back to sea. Through connections provided by Dov, Sam and Sadie, and their producer Marx, sell Ichigo to a larger company, and it becomes an immediate success. This also brings about the creation of their company, Unfair Games, which will serve as Sam and Sadie’s life work.

While the story is full of personal and professional highs for the characters, tragedy is always lurking in the background. Sam and Sadie first meet in the hospital when Sam is recovering from a life-altering accident, and Sadie’s sister Alice undergoes cancer treatment. Sadie later finds herself in an abusive relationship with her professor Dov, and even when she is free of the relationship, she still finds herself seeking his approval, and his presence throughout the story feels invasive.  Racism, sexism, suicide, homophobia, depression, and gun violence all impact the characters’ lives in major ways, and it feels like in spite of reaching great success, Sam and Sadie are never able to truly enjoy it.

What makes Tomorrow, and Tomorrow, and Tomorrow a fantastic read is Gabrielle Zevin’s extraordinary writing. Much like in a friendship, where secrets are gradually revealed the more you get to know someone, Zevin often hints at occurrences before she eventually reveals the full story. Zevin takes the narrative back and forth through time effortlessly. While some supporting characters could be slightly more fleshed out, Sam and Sadie have rich character development, and readers can understand their motivations, even through their more selfish actions.

Tomorrow, and Tomorrow, and Tomorrow is at its core a story about two friends who in spite of their best efforts, need each other. Though they have many falling-outs and failures to communicate, they always manage to find their way back to each other and they are at their best when they are collaborating. With beautiful writing and a narrative that will hook readers, this story is not to be missed.

Elizabeth Weislak is the Youth Services Coordinator for the Alamance County Public Libraries. She can be reached at eweislak@alamancelibraries.org.

“Of Dice and Men: The Story of Dungeons & Dragons and the People Who Play It” by David M. Ewalt; Scribner (288 pages, $26).

Published in 2013 in celebration of D&D’s 5^th Edition, David Ewalt’s Of Dice and Men is a deep dive into the classic fantasy tabletop roleplaying game and cultural phenomena that is known as Dungeons & Dragons.

In Dungeons & Dragons (D&D), players form an adventuring party to explore grand fantasy worlds together, embark on epic quests, loot lost treasures, and level up. The Dungeon Master (DM) is the game’s referee and storyteller. There’s no winning or losing in D&D, at least, not in the conventional way. D&D focuses on storytelling, the dice rolls just help you along. Everything is the player’s decision, from how they look, to how they act, to what happens next. The collective creativity in a D&D game builds stories that players will tell again and again—ranging from the stuff of legend to absurd incidents that’ll make them laugh years later.

From D&D’s creation in 1974 by American boardgame designers Ernest Gary Gygax and David Arneson, to the copyright battles with J.R.R. Tolkien and the Satanic Panic of the 1980s, to the game’s rise to fame and influence in modern pop culture, books, video games, and films, Ewalt has done a fantastic job encapsulating the gargantuan cultural impact of Dungeons & Dragons into a single book of just under 300 pages.

Along the way, Ewalt happily regales the reader with his own experiences playing Dungeons & Dragons from both his childhood as well as his ongoing man-child years. Of Dice and Men easily doubles as a memoir of Ewalt’s time with D&D. I greatly enjoyed hearing about his epic and amusing D&D adventures, both those that occurred in the game and those that occurred in real life because of the game.

My one critique of the book would be that while Ewalt does a generally excellent job of summarizing the many topics of D&D’s long and complicated history, there are some missed opportunities for flushing out the more complex or controversial topics that would have been of great interest to long time D&D players and outsiders alike. My guess is that since the book was published as a celebration of D&D’s latest edition of rulebooks, the author wished to paint the game in a positive light overall without dragging out any of D&D’s skeletons in the closet for discussion, such as how Gary Gygax lost the creative rights to his own creation.

That being said, Of Dice and Men is still a great read full of fun facts you probably never knew! Ewalt’s writing style is easy on the eyes and flows well from topic to topic. Whether you’ve played D&D for years or never rolled dice in your life, this book remains a great overview of Dungeons and Dragons, as well as a study of how this simple game of dice and imagination wonderfully infects every form of media it touches.

David M. Ewalt is an award-winning journalist and author widely regarded as an expert on the intersection of technology and gaming. He currently works as the Editor in Chief of Gizmodo, a news website for design, technology, science and science fiction. Previously he was an editor at The Wall Street Journal and Reuters, and has written for a wide range of media outlets including The Wall Street Journal and New York magazine.

Donavon Anderson is a reference library assistant at May Memorial Library. He can be reached at danderson@alamancelibraries.org.

Other Birds by Sarah Addison Allen

Other Birds is a wonderfully written story by Sarah Addison Allen. Her quirky, magical tales are always a delight to read.

When Zoey arrives on Mallow Island, South Carolina, she feels both like she’s come home and like she’s an outsider who doesn’t belong anywhere. Her mother emigrated from Cuba many years ago, and landed on Mallow Island, South Carolina. When she married, she and her husband lived in the South for a few years, until he lost his job and decided they would move back to where his family lived in the Midwest.

Zoey’s mother brought her back to Mallow Island a few times before she passed away, when Zoey was only 7. She remembers very little about her visits to Mallow Island as a young child, but now that she is 18 and headed to the College of Charleston, she is glad to have her mother’s apartment to live in during the summer and on school breaks. She doesn’t have a great relationship with her father or her stepmother, who was all too excited to turn Zoey’s room into a crafting space.

The apartment is the loft unit at The Dellawisp, a small complex of apartments hidden off a side street. The dellawisps (birds) fly everywhere, and seem to communicate with the manager, Frasier. The other apartments house a chef, an artist, two middle-aged sisters who don’t talk to each other, and a bevy of ghosts. When a tragedy occurs at The Dellawisp, the other residents slowly begin connecting with each other. It turns out Zoey is the breath of fresh air they all needed to move on and exorcise the ghosts in their lives, and they’re the family that Zoey has always needed to support and celebrate her.

I really adore the way Allen writes, and her take on magical realism. Her books feel both grounded in Southern culture and alive with magic and fantasy. Maybe that’s less of a contradiction than it should be, given that the South is a place where ancestors are kept alive through their descendants’ storytelling. Allen’s characters, too, feel both familiar and unique, like someone you’d run into at the corner drugstore and want to follow home because they’re just a little different and therefore fascinating to you.

If you love this book (and her other novels), I highly suggest you follow Allen on social media. Most Sundays, she shares short short stories and invites others to comment and continue the story. They are entertaining to read, and encourage us all to flex our creativity muscles.